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2026-02-01

on building an AI • a sisyphean tale

So apparently building an AI is a pain in the ass when you are this dogshit at it. But isn't that the point? The struggle itself is the enlightenment. Sisyphus didn't push the boulder because he thought he'd win—he pushed it because the act of pushing was the meaning.

Every failed attempt at training, every crashed script, every "unable to get local issuer certificate" error is just another chance to understand the machine. Or myself. Probably both.

#Sisyphus #MachineLearning #Anthropology

2026-01-28

wholeness & the vitruvian man

Wholeness of mind as well as man should focus on the basis of ideal, perfection, or an absolute, on the willingness to embrace the unknown, no matter the result. Defense will develop.

Da Vinci understood: perfection isn't in the static form but in the potential for movement. The Vitruvian Man isn't trapped in the circle and square—he exists in both simultaneously. That's the real meditation.

When we limit ourselves to one perspective, one ideology, one way of being, we collapse the wave function. We become stuck. But in the unknown? That's where the work happens.

#TheVitruvianMan #Buddhism #Philosophy

2026-01-28

i have friends in holy spaces

There's something about the liminal quality of a Starbucks at 6am. It's a church for people who don't do church. The ritual of ordering, the quiet murmur of strangers, the soft glow of Edison bulbs pretending to be candles.

We congregate here not for salvation but for caffeination. We bring our laptops instead of prayer books. We seek wifi instead of wisdom. And yet—isn't there something sacred in that? The daily ritual, the gathering of strangers, the quiet acknowledgment that we're all just trying to get through the morning?

Maybe that's the modern temple. Not grand cathedrals but third spaces. Not priests but baristas who remember your order. Not communion wafers but overpriced pastries.

#Starbucks #CatchMeIfYouCan #Philosophy

2026-01-26

chess as dharma

Every chess game is a microcosm of existence. You start with potential, with possibility. Thirty-two pieces, infinite combinations. And then you move. And in moving, you collapse all other timelines.

The best players don't just see the board—they see the flow. They understand that every piece is both itself and not-itself. The knight can become a threat or a sacrifice. The pawn can become a queen.

It's not about winning. It's about understanding the pattern. Recognizing that every endgame was always there in the opening. That's the real game.

#Chess #Buddhism #Strategy

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